Ello pretty people!!
I'm just good mooded Anime Fan who hopes to find new friends and more LoVE for Anime.
Nice to meet you all

At the "Rate the Avatar" thread began talk / discussion about me / my thoughts, so i think its better to teleport it here to my introduction thread.

I'm happy that someone is interested in my thoughts and I'm more then willing to explain little of myself.

How I think about myself?
Deep? No doubt.
Complex? Sometimes, that depends on person who I'm communicating with.

Basically my Nick and Signature are main ingredients of my self.
Nick represents inside of me. IntonoIntus from Latin means Thunder Within.
Period since 10 till 16 years was mine worst time because all the time I was eated by depression (little still remain within me)
But now I'm very glad about what happened because it forced me to think. And now I understand about life more than some 20 years older people, I think about things that they couldn't think in 100 years. That is what IntonoIntus means: I'm boiling with thoughts that I barely understand myself, they like thunder thundering within me.
Actually there is big part of thoughts that are similar to Nietzsche, especially about God and purpose in life.

Signature how I already tryed to explain in "Do you believe in God?" thread represents my purpose in life / my credo: If I was born to suffer then why this suffer can’t be a pleasure? (it can and it is)
Main goal is not submit to "the herd instinct" but think up mine own way, even if its much harder, because this heaviness is mine and no-one elses, so it becomes pleasure.
Other goals that are not related to signature are:
to make fun of my self,
satisfy my sexual instincts,
to start a family,
...

Hope these words helped to know me little better and answered to some of your questions. Write if you have more, I'll try to answer them.

ooo thanks for answering my post in the rate the avatar section ^.^ I'm kinda glad that you put it here too...because I was getting quite out of topic :sweatdrop: WELL...wow. I never knew that was what your screename meant! That is quite interesting o.o sooo...do you know Latin fluently?...or...yeah. I appreciate the fact that people are still willing to rise above in this world and do things their own way--because not only would the world be incredibly boring without people like you...but it would also lack many of the GOOD things that are in it today.

Well...if you don't mind me asking...=p do you honestly live in Lithuania? I barely know a thing about Lithuania and...yeah...it's just cool that you live there. (Unless you're joking about your location...heh) SO I guess that's it for now...but...I feel bad asking you all these questions...so...if you want to, feel free to ask me something ^.^ I'd be happy to answer whatever it is...
So...Hope To Talk To You Again Later!!! =D
~HF123~

Thanks for good words I appreciate it.
And dont feel bad Im glad to answer question.

I never studied Latin but feel sympathy to this language because it feels mysterious.

O yee.. Im lithuanian!!!
Living here not a peace of cake but Lithuania has her own charm and damn after all it is my country - the place I was born <- thumbs up for that
By the way it is very nice that you least know something about Lithuania there are people that dont even know about its existence lol

So you wanna questions?
ok since talk turned about countrys: where are you from?
And ye you wrote that you tend to look deep into things and become a novelist and write completely confusing things. That means that you already looking deep and seen something interesting. So Im wondering what..?

...I just had a reply to your question and it somehow logged me out...okay...let me try to write it again...

I've learned that life comes in so many different forms...that a life cannot and never will be simply wasted...that every cloud shines if you look at it a certain way...that some people can actually ignore the sunset...that you should feel your heartbeat everyday and let your body be filled with joy for your existence, that every single person is flowing with a certain emotion, that feelings are floating the air and yearning to be felt, that so many people have touched me in the simplest ways, that people can smile even when they are broken, that no heart should ever be left unfixed, that if you can SEE tears, then there is definitely something that you can do to fix them, that many things are left unsaid...that many people are connected invisibly, that if your heart is still beating, then there is still something left for you to do, and that every single person has a voice in some form...and they need to use it.

And many other things...and about the interesting part...I don't really think of anything on different levels...I take it all in the same way. =D but maybe someone else wouldn't feel that way about it...=p

Whoops...I must of just about creeped you out...::blushes::

WELL...you asked where I'm from...I'm from the USA-born in New Jersey but moved later to where I am now. It's not amazing here...but the sun and moon are the same as everywhere else...the weather is pretty cold too and I love the cold weather so thats one thing to love!!! (and my friends and family ^.^) ooo...and what did u mean about living in Lithuania isn't a piece of cake?...o.o ooo well...I hope to hear from you soon!!!

Later days,
***HF123***

Sorry for taking too long to answer

Creeped me out? I fell in love with you
You talented
Once I thought very similar to you but some how it fell asleep.. and your words, thanks for those words, brought these thoughts back. I'll try not to lose them again.

USA? From that USA? j/k
Like cold ha? Well Im not such a fan of cold (acept when snow does his part well )
I prefer worm and sunny wearher probably because here in Lithuania people are prety cold. You cant see much of smiling faces, 98% of people wears the "ignore" masks. We lithuanian are little complex, we have lots of vice (jealousy, "bellicosity", distrust...), we are depressed people, no matter how bright is the sky we are still able to see peace of dark cloud , but that doesnt mean we are bad or something

The answer why we are like this is very simple: since 1569 till 1990 life for Lithuania was peace of fresh horse S*** shaked with all the F****** Bad things.

But as I said -> thums up because in Lithuania life slowly but certainty improves, hope after studies I'll be able to be one of the improvers

Be good

Oh...please don't be worred about taking too long in responding =D It's amazing how thoughts can be spread don't you think? I'm glad I could awaken those thoughts once again in you. I believe your words have done the same for me. Awoken something. And oh...:blushes: lol you're too kind I think it's unbelieveable to be able to be talking to you...as you live so far away. It's always interesting to be opened up to new ideas. Well...about the "masks" as you were saying the Lituanians put up...many people here do the same. Only...instead of putting up a mask of hatred...ours are of happiness. Even I sometimes adapt a mask of indifference in some situations :sweatdrop: No matter where you live emotions are still the same I guess.
And what you were saying about the life in Lituania improving...and that you want to be one of the people that helps with that... that's really an amazing thing to want to do.

We are all have misfortunes...but It's what we do with our misfortunes is what makes us STRONG

That's quite odd because I just wrote that quote earlier today well...it kind of applies...

Yes...a haze of darkness in the sky can always be filled with joy...but you must work for it. That's why the haze is so common. As long as there are people that are willing to work for their dreams...the darkness can never consume us. I amend your intentions for your life. They are very amazing. My words cannot express how happy I feel about what you have told me xD

As long as you and others still work to make a difference...there just plain and simple WILL be one. Thank you for working so hard for something you love. And I am glad I have found another person who is willing to take something that is beaten and battered and shelter it...heal it, but still be able to say something positive about it.

I don't know what it is...but when I know I'm talking to you the words flow out. x.x do we have some kind of connection?...xD this is crazy to me...but...yeah.

Do you write quotes?...I have quite a few. It might be cool to go back and forth with em if you want to...xD

ANYWAYS...I sincerly admire and respect you. Please always know that!

I live far away? Noo.. its only... emm... many miles

I like your thoughts about future, Im happy that you think positively about changes. And ohh... thank God you liked my posts because I found myself begining to sound little depressed / dramatic / sad..

By the way you got a talent (which I envy you) to write your thoughts in many colours - cherish that
You know thats probably my bigest problem.. I'll never be a writer I have problem expressing my thoughts / feelings especially on paper (thats one of the problems that troubled me to wright you sooner). Hmm... maybe I read too few books, maybe my dictionary is too lame or maybe those words that Im lack off just dont exist (one funny notice: although my English grammar is not very good I can understand almost everything, so sometimes for expressing myself I use both Lithuanian and English languages (Russian dont count because I use it mostly for swearing )). And ye furthermore I never had a need to express myself to someone / on paper. For my heart to beat faster I only needed to realyse that Im thinking, that I understand something, that I found something new within me.

Anyways.. I like your thought about quotes, I have a few.. only they need little shaping so I leave a begining to you

Regarding respect I have feelings similar to yours

i hope to be around more to talk to you guys have fun!

My hope same here